I was talking about this with my sister and friend recently. But I am afrid of forgetting. ANd be forgotten.

Like, I was with this friend every sing day and hang out ,traveled together and had fun together. But someday,she/he went back home and for a while we e-ail each other, phoned each other.Later on we still e-mail each other but not that often.and maybe it becomes like a couple times a year, and became hardly contact each other.And I don't know about this person as I used to know. ANd we become like we don't have common things to talk about. ANd it seems like I don't exist in thier lives anymore. that makes me sad. I have been thinking about this like a year. not all the time. But for me, memories are always so clearn and I do remember that memories.But I don't know what all my friends think about this.
Sometimes, I get so disappointed. Am I asking too much? Or something else?
Maybe I am disappointed in me , myself.... yeah coulda...

Oh,c'mon,cut it off. I have been so dipressed for a while, haven't I? Oh boy.....
dahhhhhhhhhhhhh.