Last Night

Well I had really great time last night. Thanks everybody!!25th birthday was the greatest. I think. Normally I am excited about my birthday, but somehow,I wasn't, this time. I was like "well it is just another day, and it's not big deal".It is not because of the age of 25 or afraid of getting old or anything. Just , I was just not excited. But my friends and people around me were so nice and I felt, finally I found the place in here. well it is hard to explain. because of english. hehe. well, I have been in the USA about 2 years and a half. I have been feeling like I am always alone. (hmmm I sound like I am lonely person...)It is not fun thing,actually. But I have to deal with it, 'cuz I chose to come here. I had choices, but I chose this. Like that. So I tried to find the place/space that I can feel comfortable. It is REAL HARD.I am still working on it. But recently I kinda see what I am and I found I didn't even know about myself!!After travel to Spain, I have been searching myself,more like analyzing. It's been 25 years,I am still trying to express myself from inside to outside. In this case, express doesn't mean make impression or anything like that. I think too much. and thnking, thinking and never speak out just thinking inside then nothing happens.

I don't know, it is becoming boring blog. Here is a little picture from dinner last night.

I think I was drunk a little bit. look at that red cheek. (#>_<#)