What a heck is going on!!

I know, I know, you cannot check my Japanese blog. I don't know what is going on and my friend who designed this blog, we are trying to figure out, actually HE is figuring out. I am just bothering him by chatting.
I don't know what is going on. But thanks for checking my english one.

Today I was talking to one of my school intructors who is model-maker/renderer.I have been inerested in doing rendering and model-making. So I interviewed him as an assignment. And I really felt I need practise!! Just practise that is all I can do. And need to work for someone to learn more.

Sometimes, I just wanna sleep and not to think about anything.I think that is what I wanna do right now.I am so down. Maybe because of sickness? or just depressed?