I just hated...

Today was like .....phew. I am so tired ANd I think I have stomach ache.This morning I was so nervous about something I didn't even know. My sister was watching me preparing for school from webcam and she said something like this "Sis, I feel so sorry that you look poorly nervous" Yeah I was, things that I was looking for wasn't there. I didn't know what to do. ANd tears were almost coming down. I don't know what is this. But sometimes, it happends to me. I am not that stressed out, I believe.On the way to the school, I cried a little bit ANd tryed to catch the breath.
sometime, it is really hard to breath, you know.

I was just in blue all day.

ANd I got home around 10pm. OMG, I was in school almost 10hours. anyway, I was cookin' for tommorow and I got sad news from my friend. I feel really sorry. But then, again. the bad part of me came, and I was just stepping into someone's(This time, my friend's) boundary and I was all over. What makes worse is that I didn't even notice. I was too emotional, and I think I made him feel just worse. I am helpless.

I am so far "pardon my french" fuc*ed up. Honestly, I am always trying to help my friends, trust me, that is true, I do whatever I can do for them, For me friends are so important as well as family. but again, sometimes it is not working , and I am just helplesss person. I am so useless.
suck!

hmmmmm, one of those day , right?