How do I look like?

Friday!! Friday. Finally Friday.
Today is volunteering day. Actually all day. From 9:30am to12:30pm, I am working at material library at school. I am organizing the materials. Today, I found a memo in the library. It says" If you concern you are assistant at this libarary, If you respect you have to discuss when you want to move chairs and tables. " I totally forgot there was another person who is organizing this room. I felt really bad. I think I should talk to this person.

After that from 1pm-5pm. I am working at VIC. Today, AS usual, I met an interesting visitor who was looking for some auction. Today there were 3 japanese staff . End of the conversation, he said something like this to me"You(Me) are americanized. But she(Other staff) is very japanese very Japanese "
I often heard this one. Why is that? Well maybe I got used to be in here, but I"ve been here only 2 years and a half. I was in Japan 23 years. What is wrong with me? After that, that japanese girl told me when she met me at first time, she thought I was Japanese but born in here. Hmmmm
I cannot help wonder what made her think so....???I thought I am very Japanesy(?)
I look like japanese. I should. I don't think I am americanized or anything, it is just me I haven't changed since I moved to here. I was like this in the first place.

NO NO No, I am not upset or angry. I just couldn't help wonder.