sOmetiMes

Sometimes, I just cannot get out from this thing. This thing?what thing? No se. Ich wiesse nicht. I hate doubting or wondering things. And that is happening now. mmmmmm. It's been really difficult. .... Sometimes I think about things that I don't need to think about. Or There is no point to think about. and I know, I do know it is wasting my time. But I cannot help it.

Well today's blog is already becoming boring.
Well I am writing for myself so I don't care.
just to remember what I did today, said, ate or went, something like that. I've been thinking. even dreaming. it is serious. hmmmm. what is IT? "IT"
I am reading this japanese book. It is all about how much visual impact effects people. I was drawing for 5 hours, of course hand-drawing. But still I am thinking.

I want to stop that. really. And whenever something like this happens, I feel I am so stubborn.
Maybe I am. I am so boring. I should stop writing.