Love is like a Drug

Yeah it is almost sounds like old saying but to me, yes it is definitely a drug. And I am too sensitive to be in love. The things people can handle, for me it is almost impossible to take it. people say "you are just going to through things" I think it is more than that. It feels like you have to rebirth from death.
So here I am, saturday afternoon, baked some cookies and watching "UGLY BETTY" am I pathetic? If you think so, call me so. I am this kinda gal in San Frnacisco. I think I am the most depressing gal in the city. But I guess I am not. There are so many people who have no home, food, clothes and what-so-ever. So STOP!
Last night party was really nice. I loved it. people are laughing, drinking, talking and so on . I love organizing parties more than attending.So next big project is going to be MY BIRTHDAY!! Here is a rough idea, I am going to rent a condo or hotel suite. And I will cook! All people have to do is show up and bring their drinks!
hmmm that will be fun!!