Take it easy

you said "let's take it easy, let's just have fun". I agree. Sure. But it doesn't mean, we avoid the things might be problems. Not telling what you are thinking or feeling, how can I get closer to you?

You said, I don;t know you. But wait. Aren't you the one who is always trying to have A wall between us? Hey, I am not blaming. Just saying.
You said" I complain all the time", OK. whatever I was saying was complaining, I didn't know that. I am terribly sorry. So the you just made me not to say whatever I am thinking. This won't help to glow our relationship. It is just ignoring the part that you don't want to see.


I am so discouraged.I don't know. I guess I should take time to figure things out , huh? It is always ME. I am THE person have to change, have to suffer from not being able to say things that I want.

I guess, If I stop trying, it will be ended. That is how it looks like.
Is this the time?