It is not working.

Nope. It is not working. I know this is my fault. I should have let it go long time ago. But somewhat, something about him keep capturing my heart. hmmmm.
But I am so tired of being blamed by what I do. I guess I deserve this pain. Huh.
Any word from anybody won't help.
Because others don't see what I see.
This is what I really don't want but I should let him go. I guess I don't deserve him or We are not meant be together.

I just wanted to have someone who to be with to be happy. Not being insecure and worried.

tired of crying. tired of feeling lonely, even I am with you. It shouldn't be happening.

my life is a little bit dry now. I need water.