Happiness

I think I wrote about this before. I think/believe happiness is not The moment, but it is continuously happening happy moments. Yes , basically it is the moment of happy but if it is just the moment then it could be just luck.
When it is happening for a while, you will feel you are happy.
I don't know i can explain this correctly. It seems like it is not coming out right.
Of course if you miss THE MOMENT, your happiness is going to be disturbed and you might feel "just one time thing". You know.

Anyway, These days I kinda see things differently. I feel that. I must getting older,hehe. The things didn't bother me bother me now, The things I really cared seem like doesn't matter at all any more.
It is kind of sad event to happen to me. Feel like I am loosing something good, even I don't do anything wrong.I hope.

people change, too. everything is changing with different speed and I feel like I am left in the middle.