Black and White again

Again, everything looks black and white. Everything has lost their colors. All I feel is just pain.

I actually didn't appreciate him well enough. That is how I feel now. I actually really liked him. It was different and I was pretty comfortable with him. I could be all kinds of me in front of him. But now I lost him. It hurts.

My pain comes out from my eyes endlessly. And I cannot help wonder if I did right thing or not. Answer is Yes. I know.It was good for both of us.

But it is just so hard to end like this. I am glad that I fell for him though.

Well it is just Zero now , all I can do is start over.