Good nutrition

I was just thinking about relationships. That can be any kind of relationships. Friendships, romantic relationship, parents & children, etc...

I am just so tired of having crappy relationship with anybody. I mean, it doesn't mean I am not going to meet new people randomly or anything like that. But I tend to waste my time for wrong people. Therefore I get hurt unnecessary. And the worst thing is, that might be my fault.

1 : people who make me cry
Why? Why do I keep seeing guys who make me cry?? Do I just want to hurt myself more? NO! I should not let these guys to make me feel bad about myself.

2: why don't I do what I want?
Got to stop thinking about what people want me to do.

3: why don't I make myself to be with someone whom I can be myself naturally.
I don't know. Why am I still with people who force me to do something which I don't need to do?

Being with good people. what is the definition of "Good people"?
I guess people who inspire me, can be great competitor, give me opinions in third person's position, can laugh with, can give me great guidance, share things/ thoughts/ emotional issues and etc...

These people are GOOD Nutrition for my soul. I should not forget about that. You know.
I am not young any more. I don't need wide and shallow relationships.

Time to change?