Getting married?!

Oh NO! I won't get married for Green Card. It is crazy. It doesn't matter if he has green card or not. When I am in love, I am in love. He could be Japanese, American, Mexican, Brazilian, Swiss, Middle eastern or African.

American citizenship is not attractive part, you know. Did you know that? I appreciate that you are trying to make me stay in USA but I don't wanna do any illegal stuff or fake relationship. Thank you but no thank you.

Everyone seems happy but seems so lonely at the same time. What are you holding? You don't show it to me, but it is okay. I can wait for you. Quietly, slowly, it is coming into you, but hey, I am here for you. can't you see me? I have been waiting for you but you don't even "hey" me back. I guess I just need to be disappeared. I am like a stupid girl who waits for you forever. Sad.

Time to move on.