Now, I kinda feel like I am lost

Yesterday was BIG mid-term. But you know what, I feel like I am kinda lost.I feel like the way I design thing is for only certain people and other part of people won't get or hate it. Well this is life, right? Not eveboday likes the same thing. Hmm. I get it in the head but not in the mind. My mind is just cannot keep up with my head(Brain). My little brain works really hard since it knows I am kinda slow person. I am not ashamed that I am slow. I just cannot be super smart person, I don't even wanna. That would be boring to me.

That is weird. I have never wanted to be smart or rich. Yes, Of course, I need money. I cannot lie, I don't hate money, but I don't need to be super rich.
Sometimes, when I mention what I study, people have this reaction"You will get a lot of money, huh?" Maybe, or maybe not but thing is I really want to people to understand what I was trying to do. I don't need them to agree or anything. I just want them to have "Oh, I guess she did this because of this and that" type of reaction.

People have certain agnle/degree to look at things. I don't want to admit but I do, too. But I am trying to be flexible. And I am doing alright with that.

Anyway, this morning I have a lot of opinions huh?