I earned it

You know, if you don't work on what you want to get, you will never get it. Poeple might say "you have this"" you are lucky""you are rich"" you got nice parents" BUt think in this way, people already had nice things, they need to do have more effort .

we, poeple have different background, so you should not judge by only their goal.To achieve A is easy for me but not for other peson, to achieve B is really difficult for me but not other person.So you have to be very careful. You have to see how did they do it and challenges.

Maybe people might think I am lucky. My parents are supporting me to be here in U.S.,I don't get much trouble. YOu know what , In certain degree, yeah maybe I am lucky. But I had so much struggles in my entire life because of my parents and between what I wanna do and what I can do.

Also my friends say " you speak english well."" oh yeah you have been here 3 years , no wonder you speak english that well."
Well I have to tell you, I am studying english everyday, I am stil using fat paperback dictionary to look up the word when I face the word I don't know while I am reading textbook. I write them down on my little notebook.I watch the same movie more than 10 times(every single mivie) at least.you know, If I don't do this, I won't be able to speak it & use it. Sounds like nerd? Ok you can call me that.I don't care. But remember, I earned it.