Just got back!

Came back, finally,2days ago.
It has been so busy since I came back. No time to decompress.Finally wednesday, I could make time to do landry. and took one-hour-nap.I feel much better now.

This time, going-back-to-Japan was weird trip. I don't know. It was totally different. It made me reconsider about staying in other country or go back to Japan after studying. I thought I can work in Japan.But I don't know, I felt alone and different.It is hard to explain but I felt like I am outsider or something like that. I don't understand what they are thinking except my friends. And I missed San Francisco so much. I counted days. at the same time I didn't want to be separated from my friends.After I came back san francisco, thing were changed.I don't feel the same. sometimes I feel like I don't belong anywhere.Maybe I should live in the small island by myself with iPod, I guess.