BOOOOOOOREEEEEEEEEEEED!

Recently I am so bored. Maybe because when I was in japan, people called me and hanged out with them all the time, then suddenly noone calls me here. That is why I feel I am bored and being forgotten.

What is my fear? I was askedhis question about 5 days ago? I have been thinking about it all the time, however, I am still looking for what is my fear.

Am I fearless?? hmmm.
My fear might be Being forgotten / loosing family.
My family is not close. but I just realized how much I love my family. We are almost like friends, we really don't care what individual is doing, usually.So I don't know so many things about my family. Since I was a little one, I had to be by myself. no time to talk to my parents til I was 21 or so. After I graduate from University, I started to talk to my parents more often.
They are kinda selfish people but sweet.

Do I miss japan? no. positive. Am I satisfied being in here? well.... not sure really. I was 100 % sure before. I WAS sure about being in U.S.A. to enjoy my life and everything. Now I don't know.Do I want to leave? hmmm I don't think so. I don't want to.
I thought I was looking forward to go back to school but now I really don't wanna go to school.man!