LoVE?

I've been thinking(again?) about LoVE.
I mean, it doesn't necessary to be in romantic way. Friendship, any kinds of relationships.

You cannot see LoVE if you don't see it by your heart. Right. But if there is big gap.
But I know eveybody is different. So people don't feel the same as I do, ANd I cannot feel the same as you do. But I am trying to understand how you see the things and how you feel. But is this too much?

I've been told"you have to think about yourself. If you don't think about yourself, who is going to think about you?" Is that tRue? I don't think so. People help each other and if someone needs help ANd that I can help, I will help this person right? No? Is that too nice? I DON't think so.

what is LoVE? caring about someone?thinking about someone? But can I ask them to think about me? I am not asking to think about me first. But when you making the list of friends, I am just kindly hoping I am on your list,maybe very end of the list or could be just first name,something like that. Then I could feel so warm. you know. really sentimental. yikes!
Sometimes, I feel like I am invisible ANd if I just leave this country, no one is going to notice. well actually that is true though. People are just passing through me, take whatever I have and leave me with nothing.YIKES. hey, me. Stop. enough.