Ah.... What?

I was told that I am too nice? AM I? I think I am normal. According to my friends, I guess I am.
But How can I stop being myself? not smiling, and small talk, that is what I do. I am so sorry. I tried not to smile at strangers, but if someone asks"How are ya?"then I answer. Don't you think that is the manner?
Any way, I meet so many weirdos. And From what My friends saying, I guess that is my fault. Because , I said "hi" to them, or I said "have a good day" to them. Because I hug them.
OK, I am naturally touchy person and open to anybody til certain level. Please do not think that I like you or I feel special about you or something. Sorry but I don't know you. You think you know me, who the hell are you? You don't know me. I don't tell everything to everyone. I think I only have maybe 3 or 4 true friends. Most of the time, even boyfriends don't know about me.
So please do not misunderstand me. I am so tired acting like somebody else. I will be myself again. And I warn you once, after that you stil misunderstand me, please do whatever but All I am going to say is "I told you so"

ah.... this is retarded.