I just don't know what to do.

Simply, I don't know. I hear things and think things, and change my mind or reconfirmed that I was right.

Tears I shed. Laugh out loud. Smiles for joy. Caring. Happy hugs and kisses. Anger for justice? Positive energy. Friends that I really care. Family.Music. Lyrics.
All above inspire me. And I have basic but outline is always changing. And still cannot find what is right for me. Like.. Social status, community that I should/want belong to, what I really cannot accept, people, life?
Hmmm what is right? who decide? I guess.....me? There are so many people and so many life styles. Judgement<-- I am really afraid. I don't judge people much. I mean,c'mon, everyone judges, the thing is how much you do. And how polite you can be?

So many things to think and the thinking makes my life complicated. Maybe I should stop thinking. then I will become stupid, ha?