Aloha, Hawaii!

Yes, I did pass out last night. Came back at 6 am and started working at 8am-9pm. I have a lot of things to learn about being tour guide though. but that job was fun, I wanna do it again.
I guess my life style got a little bit of Hawaiian time.Therefore, at the cafe today, I was totally screwed UP.cannot make anything, milk was all over.....I totally forgot everything. I was feeling a little bit low but now it is okay. I met really wonderful people, and I learned something that I cannot explain well but I will have the day like today, but I will have good days too. everyone makes mistakes, but life still goes on, I cannot stop it. I can spend all day being sad or I can not being so low.
After I came back from Hawaii, I noticed some things, one of those things is I was being so stupid. Especially, about boys. I was really stupid. Thank GOD, now I know I was stupid so I can move on some issues and can be careful about it.I think this was really good idea going to Hawaii this time.