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I am so tired of being in Japan. Simply I don't like Japanese people. That is it. I just don't understand what they meant, what I am suporsed to do and I don't know they way I can talk to them. They don't talk. To me, it seems like they don't know anything about themselves and I always get "I don't know" Answer, even this kind of question"what do you like?"

what is wrong with you? You don't even know what you like? how come you can go shopping?
Materialistic, maybe I am too. I will never say I don't need money. Money is very important but I don't need more than I need. I am very simple.I don't have money, I don't buy. That is it. If I want, I will save some money. Family background? Sorry I cannot change it. It was decided before I was born. That is life. Nobody can get everything. Some people can get anything they want, but maybe they are hangry for LOVE?? or some people cannot but expensive stuff but they are loved.

I feel so empty and tired. Sometimes I just wanna disappear.