It's already June

Time flies ... right? It is already June.I kinda feel like the last time I checked my calender was like Feburuary. So many things were going on.

Anyway yesterday, I joined this church choir thing. I haven't been there like 3 weeks.Again, my nervousnes,anciety,things happened. I have been working on this "get rid of shyiness,nervousness, or something like that" like what, 3 years? Oh man. It is really hard. I can tell I am getting better a LITTLE by LITTLE. Really slow. I cannot help wonder why I am like this.Maybe because a part of me is perfectionist, so maybe I don't wanna make mistakes or am afraid of making them? Or am I trying to give people good impression of me?
Oh by the way, when I was in New York, This girl from Ohio,couldn't understand what I was saying most of the time. So Now I am seriously thinking about going to language school.It is not just because of that, but I kinda feel my limitation of my vocaburary. Well I could study by myself but you know. when you are studying by yourself, you might not notice if you make mistakes or not, and if you are with someone that will be much more fun.
Well this is the thing I have to think about.

Oh music director at the church, he is recording new CD. I think I am surrounded by so many talented people.

Oops, My landry.
Gotta run